This all started when I was 12. When playing the guitar was a whole new world, a cool world. So I signed up for classes after school, over at Guitar Collection in SS15. Soon after, *Well now that it's been 10 years, I might be wrong* bunch of my peers started to learn to play the guitar too. *To fast forward it a little* Three, maybe four years down the road, I'll just say it's because I didn't put enough time in it, and not because I lack the talent *Something I refuse to admit. Hah* my skills at playing the guitar stagnated. While slowly, one by one, more and more of my friends started being able to play the guitar skillfully and most were even moving on to their second instruments. They just blew by me like a storm. Leaving me behind nothing but dust and despair and self hate.
I thought I had more in between the years, but I can't remember any right now. So let's just skip ahead. No one likes a long ass story anyways.
Couple weeks ago, well, I started this like as soon as I got my computer, my baby, which was a year and a half ago, but couple weeks ago I retried to stream me playing video games again. And then one by one, people around me started doing it too. And guess what? They have more viewers/followers than me. What else is there to say. I can't even...
Finally, this happened couple days ago...all these while, I'd make my own videos and post them on faceboob, instead of just getting the links from pre-existing ones on YouTube, mostly because they don't have exactly what I was looking for. Also, I've always wanted to try to get like a shit ton of views on one of my videos, just to see what it'd be like at the top of the hill you know? But other people's uploads would garner more views, even though the quality of the video wasn't even as good as mine. Well, enough about that, back on track, slowly but surely, I saw my faceboob wall being overrun by selfmade videos too. Like wth. Seriously? Feels like you guys won't be doing it if I never did it...
Actually, I've contemplated sitting down quietly to write this post for so long that I don't even remember what the original plan was. I may have gone off track mid way through. Woops.
Well, this probably doesn't concern me, but it ticks me off every time so I'll just put it up here, but all these posts of old videos suddenly being popular again, it just frustrates me man. Like I've posted it a million times, not just me, but others have posted it before as well, but no one cared. And then all of a sudden, these punks came along, shared it once, not even the original link mind you, some shitty rip they made themselves, and lo and behold, 7 digit viewers. 6 digit likes, 5 digit shares. Like seriously. What the fudge. Like that One-Punch Man series. I've been sharing that shit for so long, trying to get people on the train, was even following the series done by ONE where the drawing was insanely horrible, but no one gave a flying fudge, and then the anime came out, hoohah everyone loves it, memes all over the place, everyone's talking about it. Ugh. It just frustrates me so SO MUCH.
I thought I had more in between the years, but I can't remember any right now. So let's just skip ahead. No one likes a long ass story anyways.
Couple weeks ago, well, I started this like as soon as I got my computer, my baby, which was a year and a half ago, but couple weeks ago I retried to stream me playing video games again. And then one by one, people around me started doing it too. And guess what? They have more viewers/followers than me. What else is there to say. I can't even...
Finally, this happened couple days ago...all these while, I'd make my own videos and post them on faceboob, instead of just getting the links from pre-existing ones on YouTube, mostly because they don't have exactly what I was looking for. Also, I've always wanted to try to get like a shit ton of views on one of my videos, just to see what it'd be like at the top of the hill you know? But other people's uploads would garner more views, even though the quality of the video wasn't even as good as mine. Well, enough about that, back on track, slowly but surely, I saw my faceboob wall being overrun by selfmade videos too. Like wth. Seriously? Feels like you guys won't be doing it if I never did it...
Actually, I've contemplated sitting down quietly to write this post for so long that I don't even remember what the original plan was. I may have gone off track mid way through. Woops.
Well, this probably doesn't concern me, but it ticks me off every time so I'll just put it up here, but all these posts of old videos suddenly being popular again, it just frustrates me man. Like I've posted it a million times, not just me, but others have posted it before as well, but no one cared. And then all of a sudden, these punks came along, shared it once, not even the original link mind you, some shitty rip they made themselves, and lo and behold, 7 digit viewers. 6 digit likes, 5 digit shares. Like seriously. What the fudge. Like that One-Punch Man series. I've been sharing that shit for so long, trying to get people on the train, was even following the series done by ONE where the drawing was insanely horrible, but no one gave a flying fudge, and then the anime came out, hoohah everyone loves it, memes all over the place, everyone's talking about it. Ugh. It just frustrates me so SO MUCH.
